Basia Bulat @ Austin this friday

Basia Bulat will be on Austin Tx this friday, and i don´t had my visa or passport, so... life sucks!
I just had a very strange dream, i was on my new job and one of my coworkers was Basia Bulat, and she was playing oh my darling in a break hahahaha :) kind of cool isn´t.
for those who still don´t know anything of Basia, i leave the video in the knight, unfortunally they didnt make a video of my favorite song; when i was a daughter.
Well. i can´t go to austin thie friday, but i will be at chocolate´s house in the stereo total show!!! XD
But i really prefer the indie-like-folk music :(

Peace

 

May I go?

Could it be, that the lady was me in the photograph
i´m afraid, cuz it feels so good and i wanted to bad.

Or something like that.
That is from the OST of Carrie.
I´m really scared of what would happend...
All my life i´ll be waiting for that moment, and maybe is too late...
I´m afraid, cuz i am very old, old for start in that kind of things...
I used to thing that i was very smart, but that start to change... and i am lost, that´s the only thing i know for sure.
If i go, that´s means that i had to leave her.
But i know that maybe, deep inside me, i realize that we are not made for each other.
That after all, i am all alone.
Well, sweett destiny, i embrace you, and accepted all youre choices.
I´m a pawn that happly play with you.
I hate to leave.
I hate to leave you.
I hate to broke my promisses.
As Tori Amos say´s:
Maybe it´s time; to wave goodbye now.
Time... to wave... goodbye... now

iphone

it´s getting closer.
Available in June, the iPhone features: Visual voicemail, an industry first, lets you access
messages individually
3.5-inch multi-touch display allows you to control iPod
and phone functions using only your fingers
Quad-band GSM and supports Wi-Fi and Bluetooth 2.0

Stay tuned–more exciting details to follow in the coming months!

 

I don´t speak english, that´s why I can distinguish the difference between a friend than a foe.

I had linguistical problems.

 

Capa de Invisibilidad.

¿No que no?

Enlarge By Murray Close, Warner Bros. Harry Potter benefits from an invisibility cloak in his adventures. By Randolph E. Schmid, The Associated Press WASHINGTON — Harry Potter and Captain Kirk would be proud. A team of American and British researchers has made a Cloak of Invisibility. Well, OK, it's not perfect. Yet. But it's a start, and it did a pretty good job of hiding a copper cylinder. In this experiment the scientists used microwaves to try and detect the cylinder. Like light and radar waves, microwaves bounce off objects making them visible and creating a shadow, though it has to be detected with instruments. If you can hide something from microwaves, you can hide it from radar — a possibility that will fascinate the military. VIDEO: Duke University demonstrates the invisibility cloak (RealPlayer)

Inanismos

I´m sick... and i think is something very predictable...
Obviously it was just a matter of time, to get sick... `cuz I just don´t feel right.
This is how is going to be?
Yesterday I saw a few movies:
The Island, (yeah with Scarlett Johanson ;) i love her)
V for Vendetta (I really love this movie)
and Terror In Amityville, (just ok)
So it´s not a very good combination, `cuz i got temperature and all the night i got nightmares.
I´m still don´t get the complete idea.. it was very weird, in the middle of the night i can hardy remember what was real or what is an alucination...
There´s a few facts, that i just want to remember.. there was a girl, who´s watch for me, she want to tell me something... and it was something important... it was about reality
But unfortunately i can´t remember.
But there´s something important about yesterday... i´m still have "it".
I can´t control it yet, but i´m still able to go there, to seen things.
Something tell me that "they" want to tell me something, they wanna show me something yesterday, but i´m still afraid of them.
Silly isn´t...?
Maybe tomorrow...

Lítost out.

Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds

Should I or shouldn´t I?
I crush, that´s the fact.
But there´s something else, Nietzche, the eternal return.
All the people in my life just look the same to me, like the same people surround me.
It´s a circle, an ironic circle of life.
I would like to be with some one who i actually respect, but in this time; i´m alone.
At this point of my life, I got nothing to lose... I´m empty.
I miss my friend Olivia, I don´t know what happend there, and now, I don´t know if I wanna Know.
I miss a lot of people, maybe i´m not in the best mood for Lucy...
Lucy is not Kury, Kury is my friend, and it´s good, Lucy is not Grandma, Grandma is there even when I don´t really know her...
And I don´t know lucy... will I say some day; I Love Lucy? hehe I don´t Know.
At this point of my life; what does it mean?
I´m lost, that´s nothing new. There´s nothing new at all.
No one need me, and I will never been enough for anyone, that´s the true, that´s a fact.
But I´m stood still.

... Here I will Stay....

Human drama wasn´t enough

The World Inside I

I see a light shining in your eyes, reflecting a shimmering lie

A costumed clown disguised the same

Intrigued by the sun and the moon

Nothing ever changes. Nothing ever changes

Do you see the seasons change? Tell me if it has rained

When you look to the heavens do you see past the stars

Because they’ll never answer your call

Nothing ever changes. Nothing ever changes

Do you remember the lessons that you learned

Do you realize what the years, the tears have meant

Love is your ocean. Filled with fear you jump in

You cling to the side of life, trying to escape

The enemy

You are the enemy

You are at war

On the outside I am strong. No pain no weakness will you find

Push aside confusion. I battle endlessly

A victor in a war of one. I see myself, I disappear

Don’t try to save me

Don’t try to save me

For I come here of my own will

Here I will stay

On the inside children play, trying not to remember that they have grown

Eyes staring at me. Move with me motion for motion

Until I turn, I spin in circles, reaching I am for the door

Don’t try to save me

Don’t try to save me

For I built this house with my hands

Here I will stay

The World Inside II

Reach out your hand grab the penny

A surface war yields shallow rewards

Clench your fist make your demands

But you are conquering the wrong enemy

Alone you lie naked and bare

Conscience a mirror

You steal from your soul to feed your ego

Outside you’re a hero

But alone you lie

In the world inside

Alone you lie

In the world inside

God of material villain of spirit

The fortress you build you must live in

Betrayal of trust faith and allegiance

You fool everyone but yourself

Alone you lie naked and bare

Conscience a mirror

You steal from your soul to feed your ego

Outside you’re a hero

But alone you lie

In the world inside

Alone you lie

In the world inside

This post also could be named :
Lucy In the Sky with Drama

I WAS

RAINN cumple un millón de llamadas.
The Rape Abuse and Incest National Network, es una linea para dar atención y ayuda a victimas de delitos sexuales.

1.800.656.HOPE

`Cause, all we need, is hope.
Please visit RAINN and help us out.
Spread the word.
I WAS.

Broken the silence.

How can i lose myself in 3 days?
I would like to find the perfect way...
To be unmeanigless...
And what can i expect?
Am I expecting?...
Not anymore... I want to give it away.